Monday, July 25, 2011

Monday Musings: 25 July 2011

What can I write about this week? Well, pain I guess.

Physical pain, literally. There's an ulcer at the back of my mouth, near the throat. Not small, the size of a one cent coin and it hurts so bad. It was so pain that I could not consume solid food yesterday (which isn't a bad thing) and now I've resorted to not speaking for simply opening my mouth would send a spasm all the way round to the back of my head. But, at least I know that such kind of pain will disappear in a few days.

Heart pain. Wanted to write about this last week, but I just didn't know what to write. Fast forward one week, and I still don't know what to write. But there is a deep painful hurt in my heart, not for me, but for two good friends of mine who lost their baby. Words just cannot describe such pain. But I know there is a God above who comforts all.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Monday Musings: 11 July 2011

It's been a full month since I last updated. Most of the month I was not in Singapore. Was in Italy for a family holiday and thereafter in Chiang Mai for a staff retreat. Ironically, I actually felt a lot more rested in the latter.

Well, school is starting in a little over 3 weeks. That's great! Been pouring over what modules to take and it's a lot harder to do that at graduate level. However, I think I've settled on the two modules I wish to read this semester; graduate analysis 1 and a Level 6000 seminar module on graph theory. Three day week, two modules and one exam at the end of it all. Nice countdown there.

Time to really get a move on life.

Thursday, June 09, 2011

Thursday Thoughts: 9 June 2011

It has been a very eventful week, and there's still more to come. Looking back, I find it hard to accept that it has been 6 years since the big drama of 2005. That's when things really took a nosedive for me, but well, 6 years on, I think the Lord is closing that door and opening up a new one for me.

Had a wedding rehearsal last week for an upcoming rehearsal this coming Saturday, but more interestingly, this week I reestablished contact with a friend I've not met in a while. Nice. Very nice! So maybe, that door is opening.

Monday, June 06, 2011

Monday Musings: 6 June 2011

The magic of Magic

Well, in the last 10 years I've had varied hobbies. In NUS, music was a big part of that life, but yesterday at a wedding rehearsal, I realized just how rusty and neglected my musical skill has been. As a teacher, I returned to my roots, as a gamer, not much of a computer gamer but games that really make you think too much. It started when I saw my colleagues playing Saboteur, and I decided to get a set myself. I ended up buying Citadels at the same time.

Rest is history, in the past 4 years I've collected quite an interesting array of games, Great Wall of China, Starcraft the Boardgame, Lord of the Rings, The Hobbit, Navegador and of course the improved versions of some Hasbro games like Monopoly Deal, Cluedo Suspect, Monopoly Junior and Risk. However, at the end of the day, you have to realise that most of the games above all have some mechanic taken from what I think is one of the best games of all times, Magic, The Gathering.

I've already talked about that game once, somewhere in my archives and why I really enjoyed playing that game when I was still a secondary school student and how it shaped what I am doing today.

So, in recent times I have spent some time getting back up to speed with what has been happening in the MtG world, and I have to say the environment has completely changed. Gone are the controversial themes that made it a target for conservative groups; in are ideas that the game can be used for educational purposes. In the recent expansion block, the game felt more science fiction than fantasy, with the bad guys resembling the Zerg of Starcraft rather than the dragons of the Old Mountain.

Indeed, the whole demograph of the players has changed, no more school kids dominating the scene, but serious post-NS professional players who now have some spending power. The game itself still has it's old charm, and the game play has become a highly evolved exercise in mathematical precision, and that's what I've always liked about it.

And it's good to see that the educational value in the game has been seen by Hasbro who has incorporated it's mechanics into more mainstream games like Monopoly Deal and Cluedo Suspect, I actually encourage people to play these games to exercise their brains a little more, maybe that is what is missing in today's mathematics education spectrum, the outlet to play real games. Maybe that's why NS guys play the game a lot more, an opportunity to use their brains!

Well, it's been ten years since I left the game, it's good in some way to be back. But no, my main gripe with the game still exists and in fact is now worse, that of cost. It is a rich man's game and there is no way on earth I can afford playing that game again, except in a limited fashion. So well, it's been fun dabbling back into the old the past few weeks, but no, won't be playing it in a serious manner anytime.

Now that I'm going back to NUS, I will have to focus back on my studies a lot more. Who knows, maybe I will do a PhD in Mathematics Education and focus on games; hopefully something I can contribute to the way mathematics is taught here in Singapore.

Thursday, June 02, 2011

Thursday Thoughts: 2 June 2010

As I am writing this, I am also finishing up my sermon for the week. So I thought I give anyone who is reading this a small preview.

At FIFA 2010 Camp, I was supposed to speak on "Roots". What that was about, only the camp planning team knew. As it happened, I didn't conduct that workshop as there wasn't enough time. Well, the notes and preparation work was all done and good to go what was missing was an occasion to conduct the workshop.

In March this year, I was rostered to speak at YMPACT service this coming Sunday and was given a free topic, basically I could speak on anything I wanted. Since I had all my notes done up I decided that it was time to speak about this but redo it in a way that is more appropriate for the current time frame.

So, my topic this Sunday will be on the "Voyage of the Gospel", and this is in tandem with PMC's Year of Missions. Just to let everyone know that we are in Pasir Ris today as a result of missions work in the years gone by.

Here's a video that I will be showing at the start to get everyone thinking.

Monday, May 30, 2011

Monday Musing: 30 May 2011

It's been years since I've updated this blog, or at least posting something substantive. Reading through my blog archives can be quite an experience, even for myself.

I don't know why I'm resurrecting this blog, perhaps I've got a lot more thoughts in my head that I would like to get out now that I'm no longer teaching. So, I will try post a little more regularly, twice a week for a start and see how that goes.

Monday musings: Just some thoughts about things that I like doing, playing games, cycling, eating, playing the guitar etc.

Thursday thoughts: These posts will be more Christian themed and hopefully will recreate the original / old purpose of this blog. I'm now older, and have very different perspectives on a lot things, so here's where they will go.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Happy Birthday, my friend

Don't worry about that extra line
That's creeping up upon your face
It's just a part of nature's way
To say you've grown a little more
Trees have rings and thicker branches
Kids' shoes get a little tighter
Every year we're getting closer
To who we're gonna be
It's time to celebrate the story of
How you've come to be

Happy Birthday, my friend
Here's to all the times
We've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

So light a candle on your cake
For every smile you've help create
For every heart and every soul
You've help to grow a little more
A few more pounds, a little more greys
Don't count the years, just count the ways
It takes a little time to go
From water into wine
Don't ever lose the wonder
Of the child within your eyes

Happy Birthday, my friend
Here's to all the times
We've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Off-loading this blog

Yeah... kept this blog for a good 5 years now. Started off as a One Voice blog and then slowly evolved into a personal blog. Guess it's time for another major upgrade... sort of?!

Will be using this blog for major, important long posts. If you wish to track me on a daily basis then follow my Twitter and Tumblr:



Effectively decided to make my Tumblr look exactly like this Blog.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Romanesco Broccoli

Believe it or not, the thing below is edible! Happened to stumble upon it as I was reading up on recreational mathematics. It's an example of a naturally occurring fractal.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Time just disappears

I think this will be my first proper post in a long time.

I've really got nothing much to say nowadays. Maybe it's because I don't have the time to sit down and muse about life and write it all down. A lot of my thoughts just pass through my head and sadly I don't get a chance to write it all down.

Gone are my undergrad days when I wrote LONG posts. I guess that is the reason I miss those days. Well, I hope post-grad days would be similar, if not, more focused. Am aiming for a 2011 admission though 2012 is fine as well. However, who knows if I may delay that again.

I guess this is the first time I am writing about this in public. Twice before have I wanted to go into full time ministry in some way. First, at the end of my NS days before going to NUS. Back then the Lord said wait. The second towards the end of my NUS days, before I applied to NIE. Once again the Lord said wait.

So I waited. I have enjoyed the last 3 years very much and I know I have at least one more of this to go. After that, well, I still am waiting. That is one of my options.

Then again, who knows what may happen and I may just stay on in AHS indefinitely. That is certainly a big option.

God has been faitful and true to the promises right from the start. I guess this morning sermon was a reminder to listen to the Master Of Everything again. Need to remember that's what MOE really stands for.

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Testing

Not really updated much recently. I guess it's due to Twitter. Anyway, decided to activate the mail2blogger feature. Hopefully that will see more frequent updates. 

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Rather disappointing...

Sometimes if I were the one is that incompetent! Read my twitter for more info!

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

NumberKey

This has got to be one of the more productive iPhone apps around. Connects to the Mac via wifi and then becomes a number pad. Really great when you have to enter a huge amount of numerical data. 

Numberkey

Sunday, August 02, 2009

The beginning of August

Much dreaming and many words are meaningless. Therefore stand in awe of God. - Ecclesiastes 5:7

Was reading my archives the other day and found a lot my old reflective posts. Those days feel so long ago yet at times they feel like yesterday. Hard to imagine I had so much time to write back then, practically everyday. I guess that what's the non-studying life does to you; you think a lot but you don't have time to put it down into writing. 

Those words are actually full of meaning; sometimes we just complicate things. Better to submit all the words and dreams back to God and stand in awe of Him. 

I have plans, plans to move on from where I am right now and to return back to school. I miss studying, really want to go back to studying. However, it will be at least the end of next year before such plans become visible so in the meantime, still wait upon the Lord.

Only God knows if that is the best course of action. 

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I feel the pain...

This made the news a few days ago, in the Life! section. Yeah... I feel the pain! This guy talks about his guitar being damaged. I've had the same anxious feeling before! 


But the best part is that Taylor Guitars responded! A master-stroke if you asked me!


Anyway, it's painful as I'm a fellow Taylor guitar user. Trying to downsize my collection though, so I accept cash, paypal or a PRS / X3 live. Here's my Taylor guitar collection. Albeit with my Cornerstone in the mix. Of course the 2nd from the right isn't mine anymore. 

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This would be really interesting

If it were true...

MRT

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Hmph!

A look at my Statcounter indicates that someone out there, who is very bored, has been reading my archives! Of all years, my 2005 archives! Admittedly that was the worst year of my life in recent memory! Yet, thing were set in motion after that year for something much greater!

Anyway, to the person who is that bored, have fun peeking into my life while I was still a student! Reading back on those post really brought back some crazy memories! Can't believe I wrote all that then! But I shan't delete it, it's a reminder of where I once was.

Monday, July 06, 2009

6 degrees to many...

This is going to be one cynical post. Not a nice way to start the week. The last few weeks have actually messed my mind up a fair bit. All thanks to HQ/Cluster - level activities. It's not the organisation, but the people whom I had to meet during those events. It brought back strings of a past I am trying to sever. 

This is my second post on the "6 degrees" phenomenon. The first one is here.

Sigma Omicron Phi Iota Alpha, gosh... don't believe it's actually in that post... there certainly was a huge lack of it back then. 

4 long years and that post comes back to haunt me. Met someone today who was once the subject of my prayers. I even recall mentioning it somewhere in my archives. Finally met the person and totally not what I expected but in a nice way. 

It's just a small world and your mind is really messed up as a result. Met too many people in the past few weeks that I've been trying to forget and I wonder why. Is it just the 6 degrees at work? Or God answering a prayer?

Dear God, help me stop this spinning and grant me sight. 

Saturday, July 04, 2009

E-learning week!?!!??

So, e-learning week has kind of ended. I did some e-learning myself. I watched youtube videos and learnt how to fold some interesting things. That's e-learning right?

Anyway, in between watching FIBA33 matches, reading news reports assignments, troubleshooting the whole moodle system, marking and replying to students' queries I was folding these:

My first attempt at a paper hydralisk. Not bad, it could actually stand. 
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My second attempt at a paper hydralisk. It's tail looked a lot better, more reticulated, but it couldn't really stand. Something to note: in origami, use thin paper. The orange paper was high quality paper; too thick to fold properly. 
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Another attempt, using the left over paper to make a minute hydralisk. Very cute actually!
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This is a Star Destroyer, really easy to make actually. Looks good eh? The ruler is there for scale. The small hydralisk is actually the same size as the Star Destroyer. 
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This one was a pain to fold. Took me and hour and had to watch the video almost 30 times. The outcome is pretty impressive! This is a Terran Wraith. 
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Thing to note: If I can fold these just by watching videos, I'm sure one can learn partial fractions and the modulus function by watching Heymath animations / lessons! 

Anyway, this is a picture of a fois gras dish I cooked up. (Yes, I cook. For those who have been following this blog for some time, they will know that it was once upon a time a food blog.) This is my interpretation of the dish I ate at Regent hotel about a month back. And yes, the fois gras was on BIG offer. 

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