So here we stand anchored in hope
Letting the rain wash away every fear
Stars in the sky twinkle and shine
I pray they won't disappear
Cause' I don't know where your journey goes
Or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I will be watching over every beat of your heart
I wish that time could be replayed
I'd keep you here with me everyday
They say that love is letting go
I hope that you find your way
Cause' I don't know where your journey goes
Or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as keep this moment shining in the dark
I know you're watching every beat of my heart
(C) words and music by Corrine May
Shedding tears once again as I type the lyrics of this song. But this time; I'm choosing to let this be the last time I'm going to cry. Just came back from Fusion. Choosing to say that the past is dead; and that I'm now alive in Christ. And that has a very powerful implication. So I'm going to let the past die, once and for all. And every time it come creeping back up; going to put it back it in proper place; the grave.
Still have 5 months to go. A promise I made to the Lord. So I will keep my promise; remain true to this choice that I made. So; as the river of time continues to run, I'm going to move along with it; maybe the answers will come maybe they won't. But at the end of it all; I will fear the Lord for that is the beginning of wisdom.
Love; true love, true Christ-like unconditional love, is a fruit of the Spirit. I'm sure right now that it was not just human love but something deeper that is drove me; is driving me. So let go and move on.
Dear Lord,
Teach us how to pray in uncertainties and adversities. teach us to pray even when it seems irrational and even when we're so down we cannot think of anything good to say or do. teach us to give thanks for the little and seemingly insignificant events in our lives.. because now we see your continual provision and love.... you let us go through events in our lives to build us up and bring our lives a little closer each day. for that i really want to thank you. :)
In Jesus Name I pray. Amen.
I don't know what will happen next, I only who controls it...
*post dated to th 15th day of the Nw lunar year; which will be a significant date for me. Original date of posting: 21 Jan 2006, Fusion 2006. Regular posts will still be posted beneath this one*