Monday, January 09, 2006

080106

verses read: Ecclesiastes 6
prayer: 10 minutes

Went to church today; but it felt different. For the first time in a long time, I actually enjoyed myself. Didn’t feel so burdened by stuff. So just sat down and listened all the way. Felt good, and different. Maybe it’s because I’m in a nostalgic mood, and the move back to Peace Cove is quite nostalgic. But well, hoping it will last. Honestly, when I found out about today’s attendance, I was in shock. So were the pastors and everyone else! Well, time will show itself.

070106
verses read: Ecclesiastes 5:8-20
prayer: 10 minutes

Riches are meaningless. I’m starting to really identify with the things written in this book. Very meaningful! Pun intended. But really, now I’m starting to understand why I don’t fancy retail therapy so much; riches is meaningless anyway.

Yet, man is entitled to his lot; as it says later in the passage. I guess that is really providence from God. The trick perhaps is learning to be contended with our lot in life. Only then, will our hearts be full of meaning. Beginning to understand a lot more now.

I really cannot understand the rationale for me choosing such a book to read. The title is so frightening even to pronounce, but I’m glad I’m reading it. Feel very comforted.

Hardly been sleeping the last few nights. Been playing Warsong till the sun rises. Not Good! But it’s really fun; and brings back so many memories! Well, school isn’t going to start till much later anyway.

Have gotten my sole module already. Think it will be fun. Was given permission to sit in the Introduction to Analytic Number Theory class; but after seeing the class register, I am thinking twice. It’s too many people to squeeze into a small room. I like small classes; like my topology class, only 10 people, more enjoyable and easier to score!