Tuesday, December 13, 2005

131205

verses read: Daniel 11:36-45
prayer: 10 minutes

Pretty scary stuff indeed! The above passage is all about the antichrist, on how he will reign in this earth and the things that he will do. Very brutal and vile things if you ask me. I really hope I not be around when that happens; either ruptured or gone home, it’s fine. Tomorrow will be on the final battle.

Yesterday was my first day in personal retreat, not going somewhere fancy to stay or whatever, just withdrawing myself from things. To rest, recharge and find God’s will for the next part of my life. The day didn’t exactly begin well, laid 2 bricks before heading to gym. And returning to the gym after more than a week’s absence equals aching muscles! Anyway, the rest of my day is recorded in my previous post. Woke up this morning to check on how dry my CD sleeves are; they are dry alright, but the pages are all stuck together, and some are even stuck to the jewel case itself. Not funny. Painful, painful…

God told me that I had to be even more brutal in what I needed to do. Even the purple book idea has to go. I cannot hold onto any human hope, but instead God will have to take over. God has more than one servant in this matter; He will use others to speak. I’ve already spoken and done what He wants me to do, now its time for me to remain silent. Yet He is gracious and has allowed me to make a call when the results are released. He game me a date, 21 Dec; went home and checked, indeed, that’s the day my results are being released. Will do it the next day. I have to maintain silence, but I can always pray. Praying for safety up north. Safety, enjoyment and fellowship.