a tournament of champions...

One will understand my title only if you know a little graph theory. So that probably leaves only U-liang and Weitian. Anyway, a tournament is kind of graph encountered in Graph Theory, and that was the major focus of my efforts today. The most stupid thing I keep missing out on the proofs was the simple and obvious fact every 2 vertices have exactly one arc joining them. How dumb can that be?

Other than that, tomorrow will mark the last time in my undergraduate days that I will be sitting for a math exam. Honestly, I feel a little sad. But hey, I do have plans to progress onwards to masters and above eventually. But I'm very certain that is not what God is calling to me to do upon graduation.

Well, today was a good day. I woke up in the morning feeling kind of blue, stumbled out of bed, at 6am to write the below post. Then at 8am, I went back to sleep. For 5 hours! Yeah, woke up at 1pm, feeling very refreshed. Actually managed to get a good amount of studying done before leaving for the gym. But well, tomorrow will be the last ditch chance to revise whatever I've missed. But it's open book, so there is really nothing I can do! Here is the scene of the tournament:



Today, I felt the feeling of misery lift as well (after that sleep that is). What Joshua told me is right; I knew it was in theory, but could not see it in practice. He told me that he sensed a lot of excitement in my life for the next few months. He shared with me a lot of things that I'm afraid I cannot put up on this blog, but will treasure a lot. But yeah, now I'm beginning to see the excitement.

God is in control. But if we try to wrestle control back from Him, there will be turmoil. That was what happened the last few days. But now, I'm choosing to open my iron grip and let it loose. And yah, I'm beginning to feel excited about what is in store. AnnTic, TOFU, my thesis and most of all, the worship symposium. That one is a big break for me; and I am not going to let it pass me by now.

I feel happy now; I finally feel a sense of peace. God said He will take care of the future for me. He will grant to those who need wisdom the wisdom they need, He will grant to those who need strength the strength they need; but only in His time. I know what He has planned, going to claim it as a promise. Started dreaming again; that's an answred prayer. Like I told a young brother once, write down those dreams that you had! I'm going to write them down too; as they come.